Happily Ever After

Elizabeth and I could not be happier at my estate in Pemberley. She is becoming great friends with my sister, Georgiana. My aunt finally accepted our marriage and visits my estate every once and a while. Miss Bingley even becomes a little less spiteful towards Elizabeth. Lydia and Wickham are still a mess; they don’t hesitate to ask me for money and find themselves at the Bingley’s quite often. Mr. Bingely even becomes a little annoyed. Aside from the frequent visits from her sister, Jane and Binlgey are also getting along well. I guess I was wrong to say they should not be together. If he saw Jane the way I see Elizabeth, I understand why they had to be together.

Permission from Mr. Bennet

I made another trip to the Bennet’s household, only this time, I came to ask Mr. Bennet for his permission to marry his daughter. Both he and Jane could not believe our love was true. We both assured him that our love was passionate and real. Elizabeth then informed her mother and father that it was me who paid off Wickham’s debts. It was this information that Mrs. Bennet seemed embarrassed for once, for the way she had acted towards me. After Elizabeth and I talk for a great while, I sent a letter to my lovely aunt to make sure she knew our marriage was happening.

Staying at Netherfield

I came to stay with Mr. Bingley at Netherfield to see my love, Elizabeth. Indeed, we both payed the Bennet family a visit, while I was alone with Elizabeth, I did not propose. The moment did not feel right, and I still needed to ask permission from her father. Instead, Elizabeth thanked me for paying Wickham’s debts so he would marry Lydia. I told her told her she was the reason behind the generosity and that I still have feelings for her. She proceeded to tell me that her feelings have changed, and she was now willing to marry me. I couldn’t be any happier.

My Aunt’s Requests

Elizabeth told me that Lady Catherine arrived at her home on a carriage early in the morning. She can inside, and Mrs. Bennet was polite, regardless of my aunts lack of congeniality. Elizabeth and Lady Catherine took a walk together, but Elizabeth will not tell me what they conversed about. But I can guess it had to do with her telling Elizabeth not to accept my marriage proposal; I told my aunt I indeed planned on asking for Elizabeth’s hand in marriage once more, and she was not thrilled, to say the least. Honestly though, I could care less what my aunt believes; nothing will come between Elizabeth and me.

Mrs. Gardiner reveals the truth to Elizabeth

Lydia and Wickham stayed at the Bennet's home after their marriage, and Elizabeth heard from Lydia that I was at her wedding. Elizabeth then sends a letter to Mrs. Gardiner to ask for the whole story. She told Elizabeth that I found Lydia and Wickham, and paid for Wickham to marry Lydia. This is all true. I paid for everything because of my love for Elizabeth. I did not want the Bennet family to have a poor reputation.

Update on Lydia

Apearantly Mr. Gardiner joined Mr. Bennet on the search for Lydia. They looked in every hotel but came up unsuccessful. Elizabeth said Mr. Collins wrote her family and in his typical manner, explained how glad he was he did not marry into the Bennet family, and how embarrassed they must be. Elizabeth said her father was returning home, which is understandable. Mr. Gardiner is definitely going to stay until he finds Wickham; Wickham owes Mr. Gardiner money.

Wickham will Marry Lydia if...

Mr. Gardiner found Lydia and Wickham, and he agrees to marry Lydia for a relatively small amount of money from the Bennets; however, the Bennet's assume the Gardiners paid Wickham a large amount of money to agree to the marriage. This would mean the Bennet's would owe them money. The Bennet's don't know this yet, but I was the one who paid Wickham, and I do not expect anything in return.

News From Elizabeth Back Home

Today I heard from Elizabeth that her family did not take the news of Lydia and Wickham very well, for obvious reasons. She told me that her father has gone to London to search for Lydia and Wickham. She also said that her mother is hysterical and blames the situation on Colonel Forster for not watching over Lydia. Elizabeth also mentioned a letter they received from Lydia about her plans of marrying Wickham; she even signed it, -Lydia Wickham. It looks like I have some negotiating to do...

The Absence of Elizabeth and The Gardiners

Georgiana, Caroline, Mr. Bingley, his sisters and I continued on with our evening and enjoyed a wonderful meal. The only thing that would have made it better was Elizabeth’s presence. I love her more than anything. I know what it is like to have my sister eloping with Wickham, and she is experiencing the same thing. I plan to help save Lydia from marrying him. Then maybe I will give another go at asking for Elizabeth’s hand in marriage. 

Lydia elopes with Wickham

Elizabeth informed me that she received two letters from Jane regarding her sister running off with Wickham and how they haven’t heard from her. Elizabeth and I both felt at blame for the situation. After apologizing for her early departure, Elizabeth returned to Longbourn to see her sister. It was unfortunate that Elizabeth had to leave, but anyone could have predicted the same thing that happened to Georgiana would soon happen to Lydia. 

Caroline’s Spiteful Remarks

Today my sister, Bingley, and I visited Elizabeth at her inn. We invited her to dine with us back home. The next morning when we were all together, my sister rudely brought up the departure of the militia from Meryton and how it affected Elizabeth’s family. Thankfully Elizabeth avoided the subject of Wickham, for my sister would not have liked to be embarrassed in front of everyone. Once some of the guest departed, Caroline again tried to embarrass Elizabeth by announcing that I once thought Elizabeth to be pretty. I quickly made sure Miss Bingley knew I still felt this way; I have never been more attracted to a woman before.  

Joining The Walk

Today I joined Elizabeth and the Gardiners on their walk through my estate. I would tell Elizabeth was embarrassed to be there, but I was glad she came. I was polite and inviting towards her and the Gardiners. I came back to my estate to prepare for the arrival of the Bingleys and my sister, Georgiana. I thought it would be delightful if my sister had the pleasure of meeting Elizabeth, so I invited her to join our get together; plus, I wouldn’t mind having Elizabeth around. 

Elizabeth’s tour with Gardiners

It has been a while since I have seen Elizabeth. I heard she is touring the countryside with the Gardiners; maybe she will come to my manor in Pemberley. If only she had said yes, things would be different. She and I would be living happily together away from her parents. I would be able to see her beautiful figure each day. Hopefully I see her during her visit. I’m not quite sure what I’ll say, but I’ll think of something to make up for my rude departure from out last visit.   

Second Thoughts

I have already voiced my opinion on Mr. Bennet allowing his daughter to follow Wickham to Brighton; however, I have something I must admit. I am beginning to regret not saying anything about Wickham to the Bennet family. Elizabeth should have said something too. She could have informed Mr. Bennet about Wickham’s true character, and how he ran away with my beloved sister in an effort to steel out family fortune. Then maybe he would have made a different decision about letting his young and innocent daughter, Lydia, run off with such an evil man.

Lydia's Interest In Wickham

Colonel Fitzwilliam and I safely arrived in Pemberley. I ran into Bingley and he informed me that he had been talking to Jane. Apparently Jane thinks Lydia is now interested in Wickham. Lydia is just a young girl, still to immature to understand everything her sister Elizabeth does. It is normal that she is interested in the militia men, but Wickham is a poor choice. I can only hope that he doesn't take advantage of her like he did my beloved sister. Surely Mr. Bennet can pull together enough parenting to limit the amount of time Lydia spends with Wickham. 

Departure From Rosings

Today my cousin and I are leaving Rosings. I am glad to have seen my aunt, but I am ready to go back home; I would prefer to be excluded from Elizabeth's presence. The more space we have from each other, the better. Elizabeth needs time to think about her behavior and sort out her feelings. Hopefully she will also depart from my aunts parsonage and return home to her wonderful family. It will be interesting to see if she informs her sisters about Wickham's past actions, now that she knows the truth. My guess is she will keep it a secret, which is perfectly fine with me.

The Letter

Today I ran into Elizabeth while she was taking a walk. I proceeded to hand her the letter I wrote regarding the truth behind her prejudice. I told Elizabeth why the relationship between Wickham and myself is the way it is. I also admitted to something I'm sure she was displeased with. I told her that I did in fact convince Bingley not to marry Jane. I did not want him to be apart of the low social standing of the Bennet family. Elizabeth can form her own opinions with the information I provided her; at least now she has the truth.  

Elizabeth's Prejudice

It is unbelievable to me that Elizabeth is forming opinions of me based on Wickham's lies. She has not heard my side of the story, yet she strongly believes every word that leaves Wickham's mouth. I can only hope her rejection to my hand in marriage was not based on Wickham's story he has drawn up to attract empathy towards himself. That man is a snake. Soon Elizabeth will know that this trustworthy friend of hers ran off with my sister in an effort to take our family fortune.

She said no...

Today I abruptly entered Rosings to tell Elizabeth that I love her. I asked for her hand in marriage, and her answer was delayed. I assume she was shocked, but she denied my request. After her polite rejection, she grew angry with me. She asked me if I was responsible for talking Mr. Bingley out of marrying Jane, and I admitted I played a role in the decision. Elizabeth then mentioned the situation with Wickham, and without asking me for the real story, she made it clear that I was arrogant and selfish; marriage was clearly out of the question. I was not sure what to do, so I left.   /:

Dinner at the Rosings

Colonel Fitzwilliam I had a splendid time visiting our aunt at Rosings. That cousin of mine sure seemed fixed on Elizabeth's elegant figure during supper. I wish Elizabeth wouldn’t bring up my behavior at the Meryton ball, for I shall not refuse her hand again. I would be overjoyed to dance with her and those beautiful eyes. I will surely visit her soon again.